Thank you

How can I start to really explain myself? On how my life has changed so much in the past year.  I've gone through all of the "worst" things that anyone can go through.  This blog is about how I was saved and how I truly felt something so new and different, that I can honestly say that my life started to change when I met my wife Diana.  I met her in a time that I've hit my low, jaded by experience and distrustful of people's intention.  What started as a friendly hi and a catch up line through facebook led to the love that I've been missing, wishing and hoping for so long.  I am who I am now due to all the things you had shown me, you've taught me that despite all the things we learn and experience, no matter how unfair things could be and how uncertain things tend to unravel for no reason at all.  I was proven wrong...  Life really has its surprises, has its own rewards and has its own plan.  I was swept away with her honesty, her unwavering effort and her beauty.  Diana is by far the most honest person I've ever met, never omitting any flaws that she thought were discouraging, never to see that It's that essence that absolutely makes her a great wife.  How you show me your flaws and made me realize that you are perfect in every way that I ever wanted from a woman.  How you show that you are never scared of laying down your cards and breaking down all the walls I've built up my entire life to keep people away.  Ma, you are the bravest person I've ever met....
The effort you put in, to listen, to comfort, and to prove to me that there is such a thing as unconditional love.  You never judged me of my past, you never shied away from all my awkwardness and you never left despite my baggages.  You loved me even before we met, you showed me that I can actually be saved from my own demons.  I normally run away the moment things start to resemble committments.  Do you know that you are the only person, that if I ran, I ran towards your direction?  I've felt so retardedly happy with what you give, what we have and what you are.  You bring out the best in me that I never knew I had, I fell so hard for you, not knowing that I just fell for the first time in my life.  I've thought that I had been in love before, I've uttered those "i Love yous'" before, not fully comprehending what it meant, what responsibilities and what promise it really conveys.  I am feeling this for the first time in my life.  I had fallen in love, completely unguarded, completely unexpecting and completely unconditional.  And because of this, I am who I am now, I am a person who's been through life alone, now I walk with you in every step in life.  I am finally complete, I can honestly say now, that Ma, you are the greatest event in my life.  I will forever hold my promises to you, I will love no other, I will love only you and I will always be with you, every step of the way.  Thank you for saving me from my own prison, My happiness, my peace and my blessings were all possible because you came into my life.....  You are beautiful in every sense of the way, you carry yourself with such confidence and grace.  You are the most beautiful woman I met, and I am lucky so lucky to have someone who is so smart, beautiful and sexy mentally and physically....  I

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"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have."

You taught me how to accept myself as who I am and allowed me to commit to being who I truly am, and that was the beginning of my true happiness. Nowadays, relationships increasingly end in acrimony and separation. But I am not afraid, because I know we are in this together. You know what I like about us pa? We give each other space, to grow, to be ourselves. We respect our individualities. As days, months go by we learned to accept shortcomings and work together towards self-improvement by helping each other in times of distress. Focusing on things we can't do or not doing for each other...I realized it's just a waste of time. Instead why not just do or show to each other what we wanted..follow the golden rule " Do what you want others to do unto you" Life is short...there's no time for complains. Thank you for making me realize how lucky I am to have you..You made me the happiest person alive Chino..And I couldn't ask for more. I love you so much.

                                                                       Diane Tan - Coruna (to be)

Surprise!!! Happy Valentines Day..

Happy Valentine's Day pa..It's the second Valentines Day that we are not together. Well I'm hoping this is the last. I know you've been craving to write or share the world how you feel or anything that you want the world to know..and I can't think of any wonderful gift to give you sans the money hahaha...so I just made this blogspot account for you..lacking the techie abilities I know this will be a great gift hahaha..sorry pa. I hope you'll appreciate such a small gesture just to show how much I care for you..I can't wait for your first blog baby, guess you already have a follower in me hehehe..i love you so much pa. Happy Valentines Day!!! I miss you so bad...